Is it that bad?

How I ended up doing it with my cousin. Hi…this is a true story. Please post this on your blog.

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I live with my uncle and aunt in Tokarara, since coming over from Lae two years ago, to look for work. I’ve just turned 20 and just had sex with my cousin recently. Everything was normal until the cousin, their estranged adopted son, returned. He is my age and my mother’s sister’s son. Uncle raised him as his own. Two years ago before I came, he got some woman pregnant and left home to take responsibility. He found out recently that she was having an affair with another man so he came back.

Theirs was a small house with no more space so we shared the room I was using. It used to be his, when he lived there. He took the bed and I slept on the floor next to him. At nights, we chatted about our lives, his family issues, my life struggles and we became real close.

One night he turned me on with intimate details of sex with his former partner. How he made her crazy by sucking her and everything else they did. He asked if I had a boyfriend. I admitted that I had already fucked when I was 18. One thing led to another and suddenly he asked if we could do it, like have sex. Surprised, I replied No, no way, definitely NOT. I heard the bed shifted and became tensed but nothing happened and we slept.

Last month, I came home late from work and found him drinking with his friends. They asked me to join them and I reluctantly did because they were persuasive. Not a regular drinker, I felt dizzy and tipsy after three beers. I left to lie in the room. Cousin came to check I was okay and left.

Later that night after his friends left, he entered the room and lay beside me, facing my back. Suddenly he hugged me, then lifted me onto the bed and kissed me my lips. I was fully awake but pretended to be drowsy and moaned. Soon we were kissing and tonguing passionately when I broke away from him and said we shouldn’t be doing this. We were cousins.

He wasn’t listening; he kept kissing and caressing till I gave in to pleasure. I hadn’t had any sex since living with my uncle so I couldn’t resist the urge.

Quietly, he helped me remove my clothes, bra and panties while his mouth was still on my lips. He laid me completely naked on the bed, fully aroused, and took of his clothes. He knelt and gently kissed me down there, tasting my wetness. I stroked his hard cock, took him into my mouth and tasted him like he did to me. Then he spread apart my legs and entered me as I cried in pain and turned to pleasure. Soon we were fucking like mad. We fucked twice that night and I came a lot. He was really good with it.

The next morning I woke up and wondered if it really happened or just a dream. He stared at me and left without a word. Everything seemed normal as if had nothing happened. …… Until I went in the room to get ready for work and noticed some stain on the sheet. I took it and smelled it… FUCK it’s cum! That’s when I realized it was for real. I immediately took off the sheet and replaced it

The next nights became intensely intimate as we kissed and cuddled. He’s really turning me on. And I feel drawn to him sexually. I just felt guilty. I know it’s wrong but until now, I still lust over him. Uncle and aunty don’t know that we have been fucking.